Wowza

Well

It is finals week.
Just got done (with the worst final in the worst class)
and I almost started crying as I BSed my way through it...

The best part is I stayed up all night/morning studying for that test
and I have another one in a hour
that I have hardly looked at anything for

Awesome.

On the bright side I got this cute new hat...

This was on postsecret.blogspot.com today
and I kind of like it/feel the same way as whoever sent it in...

Warning! Gross photo!

the weather has been beautiful
so I went on a hike with a couple friends...
aaaaaaaaand this happened


(stepped on a branch)

which resulted in this...


(Which I am too dumb to function with..)

this wouldn't be that bad if it were like summer and finals weren't coming up and if I didn't have a TON OF STUFF TO DO!

ugh!

seriously.

APRIL SHOWERS!

First of all I can not believe that it snowed yesterday!
(in a bad way..)



Sorry it has been so long since I have posted. Nothing exciting has really been happening...

Jennifer spent the night last night
we ate ice cream and bbq pork
haha
and we watched xmen 3

then I went to work this morning
which was dumb
of course

my shoulder is kiiiiiilling me!
but I can't take my medicine cause it makes me feel funny
and then crash

My plans for next year are already starting to fall through so I am getting really stressed about where I am going to live and what classes I am going to take...
I'll keep you updated, must go to class now :)

So this is college..

This week:

Monday:
Paper due
Tuesday:
Paper due
Wednesday:
Paper due
Thursday:
Test
Friday:
Paper due
AND
Test

WHAT THE HECK?!
And of course I have regular homework on top of all that
and work
at least it's spring break after this...
oh man, I need it, sooo bad!

Cassey, Jennifer, and I are going on a mini road trip to Pullman to go to a concert this weekend
I'm really excited
:)


I'm in basketball shorts, a fleece, glasses, and I'm drinking out of a nalgene... I feel like such a college student haha

blahblahblah

It's been really hard to concentrate the last couple of days for a couple of reasons...

1. I am sick and get rather loopy when I am sick, I will be doing one thing, and then go to do another before I am finished with the first and then realize that I don't even know what I am doing!

does that make any sense?

me right now
acting like a dork
when I should be reading





2. Sarah. In nine days it will be a year since she died... and it is weird, and extremely hard to think about. Harder then most people can imagine, like if you haven't gone through the death of a friend, it is different then a death in the family, and it is different when you are 18/19. Lately I have been wanting to punch a wall. Weird, I know, but I've just been getting really frustrated thinking about what happened to her, and I keep thinking about hugging her, so I get pissed and yeah... it kind of makes me sick to my stomach too
which is weird
it wasn't really like that much at first
more so now

that probably doesn't make much sense... it does if you have gone through it.

Sarah and I

Ill

I've noticed that if you are going to live in a dorm, have a lot of medicine. Because when one person gets sick it is VERY VERY likely that you will too. But you still have to go to class because you don't have your parents here to feel your head or hear your moans of pain and to tickle your back and tell you to stay in bed.

This is how I feel right now.


So if anyone wants to send me a care package (with candy and money hahahaha)
It would make me feel 1000000 times better and I might even do my homework! yeah!

PO Box 2420
300 W. Hawthorne
Spokane, WA 99251

:D
haha thanks